[songsiwrote]

mood of the moment:-not too bad..not too good.  its all about the middle.

BABY, STAY WITH ME 

When I see your smile

I feel a rush of ardor run through my body

Your every movement coincides with mine

And when I feel you close to me

I can’t help but remain in a state of bliss

Baby, stay with me

You’re all I need,

You’re my everything,

Don’t you go, I need you now,

More than ever before

All the times you made me happy

Are forever in my heart,

I can’t help but to forget our troubles

Can’t you remember the way you felt?

Don’t you want that feeling to last forever?

I could make it happen,

Just please

Baby, stay with me

You’re all I need,

You’re my everything,

Don’t you go, I need you now,

More than ever before

I’m wasting away,

I need you to hold me, put me back together

‘Cause I’ve fallen apart, into a million pieces

I want to feel that rush again,

I want to be happy,

Please make this true,

You’re all I need,

You’re my everything,

I need you now,

More than ever before

SO PLEASE, SAVE ME 

Everyday I dream of a story book ending

One with a prince charming to save me from

A top this tower of despair.

I cannot wait any longer,

I cannot search any further,

I just want you to be here.

So please, save me

Bring me to a wonderland of love.

I want you to love me,

‘Cause I’m tired of feeling alone and worthless

So please, save me

Bring me to a place of hope

I want you to want me,

‘Cause I’m tired of feeling hopeless and empty.

A top this tower I sit in my corner,

Thinking of the ways you’d rescue me.

The doors are locked and no window to break through,

It almost seems impossible,

But I know with you it could be true.

I don’t even know where you are,

I don’t even know who you might be,

I just need you to do the impossible

I’m almost out of breath of hope that you exist.

So please, save me

Bring me to a wonderland of love.

I want you to love me,

‘Cause I’m tired of feeling alone and worthless

So please save me

Bring me to a place of hope

I want you to want me,

‘Cause I’m tired of feeling hopeless and empty.

I’m drowning in my tears

I want you to rest away all my fears.

I just need you to be here

I’m hoping you exist.

Save me,

Bring me away, from this tower,

I want you to love me,

I want you to want me,

I’m tired of feeling no bliss.

[anotherpauseofapproval]

mood of the moment:-tired and more tired

another long trip from bloggin.  its called work and work.  oowee.  i worked a hefty load of 35 hours last week.  not good for the body.  i find myself almost fainting at work sometimes.  i dont get enough sleep.  when i try to sleep early, i end up having a conversation with one or two people.  or i get caught up with something and time has flown by like theres no tomorrow.  damn.  thank gosh i have tuesday and friday off this week! plus, i dont have to work till 3inthepm on saturday and sunday.  so its like PARTY ON.  i need to get some partyin in my schedule.  damn.  its been a long ass time.  or like 2 or 3 weeks since i got to rock it.  shiieett.  well thats whats been going on lately.  oh yah saturday was my dads bday.  ate breakfast at IHOP in national city.  DONT EVER EAT THERE.  its a wack ass place with wack ass food and service.  pssh..damn IHOP got us all up in the heat.  they didnt get to us till like 10 minutes after we were seated.  so screw them! too much b.s.  and it wasnt just that time they gave us bad service, it was the one millionth time.  every time we go there its like "can i get a F--- here?' well too much of my ramblings going on here.  i'm f-in tired.  i'm at school again.  humm....i'm done here.  forever! well, until i get to bloggin or somethin really happenin happens.  l8rs y'all.

[itsbeenlongsincei'vebeengonesopleasetellmewhatitisyouwannaread]

mood of the moment:-el8ed.  or somewhat of that emotion.

what em cats and dawgs?! ooowee its been a while since i've blogged a word or two.  eh.  theres been a couple of [hitsandmisses] ever since my last blog.  a lot worth bloggin, but them events just done did slipped my mind! i just remember being the usual sad/happy/mad.  ya.  i been shoppin too much.  haha.  when u have the dinero, its hard to keep up with the savings time.  but i seriously need to keep my shoppin to a minimum.  i think it was last week i bought at least 6 shirts and a skirt.  shiet.  i havent been shoppin like that ever since my last big xmas spree, when i had the money.  but now that i have the money to shop, its hard to resist that one top or two or three-[or six]-. haha.  hm..my mind is at a blank right now.  no sleep and no rest plus lots of work equals a negative balance that has acheived me to a zero tolerance for energy.  ooo, i like that one. haha.  rock and f-in roll.  all i need right now is my cell phone.  bought all that i wanted like clothes or what not.  but damn, i need to build up credit.  but how the heck can i build up credit when i cant get credit.  confusing situation.  aye putah.  i think i'm done.  well, i'm out.

check y'all l8rs!

-+[c]cat+-

[woorockandroll]

mood of the moment:-alleluja AMEN, AMEN!

yesterday was what i would call a 'kicker assin' day.  had more than 10 scores!  lets count them off.  [score 1] i admit i had a bangin hair day.  [score 2] and a bangin outfit to go with it! [even though i was a little bit cold. =|]  math was its usual self.  then, off to the student center i went.  where i actually had some company to have little bits of chit chat with. [score 3] grabbed a d-lush machiotto [score 4] before heading off to english.  and then, english was a bit more interesting than usual.  [score 5] and i designed 2 more webpage headers [score 6]  along with somethin i want my nails to be painted. [score 7] awesome awesome day at school.  [which was score 8] got my shop on at burlington coat factory.  yes, i am a true bargin shopper! bought myself a bag with 3 bangin sweaters and a scarf thats to die for. [triple score, that makes it score 11 right now.] after shopping for like 3 hours, my mom, older sis and i took a trip to barona.  lost in the beginning, but WON later on.  [double score! so its like i went shopping for free =) scores total is at 13] woo! and during my gambling session, i scoped out a couple of 'hot waves' score 14 and 15!]  then, home we went.

SCORE TOTAL FOR YESTERDAY...15 rock and f-in roll!! =) times ten to the f-in gazillion.  i'm a happy camper right now.

THANK YOU GOD!

[todayrightnowi'm] doin nothin.  when i should be a]studying b]doin homework or c]doin both.  haha.  i'm more of in a chillen mood instead of a 'doin somethin' mood.  its currently 1141intheam.  i have a sh!_ load of time until my next class, which is at 130inthepm.  and i dont even know if i'm going!  baahh.  i'll decide later on.  but yah.  i just had to gloat about my good day before i forgot about it.  =)  hey, c'mon now, i had a bad weekend.  i should be able to be happy bout somethin! haha..okay.  like a fat kid playing dodge ball, i'm out!

-/[c]cat\-

[anothertrippen--likedamnitrippedanditf-inhurts--weekend]

mood of the moment:-eh kiss me or diss me, i just give a damn right now.

[recapityo]-saturday-

cleaned the house during the [am] part of the day.  went to work from 4-9.  work was dealin me good cards.  after work, i get a call from my home girly [kat].  house party!  it was more of chillen than partyin.  but thats because i didnt quench my thirst for some brew.  so erthing was all chill, for me at least.  left her house a teenee bit early.  lets just say, it was time to go home. ; )  then i crashed.  actually, my saturday was crashed.  but thanks kat for the hangin out. =)  kept my weekend from being 100% dead/craptacular.

[todays] happenings can kiss my natural filipino ass.  hahaha.  [got that from 'bringin down the house' except its 'filipino' not 'black' for obvious reasons.] as you may have it, or i had it, today was as joyous as getting a piece of coal for xmas.  yep, thats right, my day was just damn opposite of bangin.  heck, it was way on the other end of the hippity hoppity happy scale.  FIRST OF ALL, i was late for work.  SECOND OF ALL, worked sucked.  AND LAST OF ALL....heck ALL OF ALL work flaked out on me like halloween.  work caught my panties into a twist and tangle.  its like GRR_OWL times ten.  well, i guess we all have one of em days that just rock your world upside down or the wrong way.  [sigh] i just need some lovin right now.  a little bit of tlc would certainly take my mind off of this disgraceful weekend.  [damn, dont tell me that its gon be good weekend than bad weekend...like a pattern]  shiieett.  fts! 

grr_OWL.  well, how about i not think about it like last time, and then let what happen just happen, like last week.  ya dig?  haha..i kno i do.  damn it.  having high expectations just gets you s.o.l.  no more [high expectations].  i'm just gon take life how it gives.  ya..woo.  we've got a plan.  houston, there aint no problems up in here.  BUT no more going out when i have work.  b/c i'm just a weak ass that cant do the damn thing.  no, i'm not a rider.  but soon, i will learn.  haha.  i just need an alarm clock, plently of advils, and a couple of mutil-vitamins pills and i'm damn straight.  [as straight as my sexuality.  and thats like this line right here > ______.  yep thats line is as fine as wine.]

time for me to SLEEP, even though its 828inthepm.  haha, u kiddin me?! i'm not that much of a puss.  i just ran out of pondering thoughts to type here in this blogger.  so, when somethin comes up, or i'm just damn bored, i'll run my fingers for my mouth l8r.

-/[c]cat\-

i'm so damn [s.f.] its like grr_OWL times sextillion